Third note

Right now I have the feeling I would like to say something, but all the words have left me. It is a horrible feeling, since I know there are things I really want to say. But the day has left me with few impressions so to say anything useful or meaningful is really hard. The fact that there is this sound musch like the throaty sound from the Grudge that keeps appearing in my room might throw me off my course. The fact that I am soon going to watch a horror flick is not making me feel much better, I am going to watch it alone. But I have heard it isn't that scary though. The guy who owns the video rental place tends to be kind of right about films. But he is dead wrong about Lost In Translation, it is a great film. Some films just aren't supposed to contain action at all.

That is one of the things I could ask you about. What kind of film analysis would you do if you had to analyse a film for 15 pages? If you could give me an idea I'd so love you.
Aw, fuck it....there is no way I'm getting my things straightened out before I'm 30.

Current song....got none.
Current film Kevin Smith's Jersey Girl

Second note

I am probably not gonna call the posts anything other than first, second or third post til I figure out a decent title for each of every one of them. Because that was one of the things I never really got how to do during journalism school. Write headlines. I think it is much due to me not really looking for sensation in an event, but the fact that I tend to look for sensations in a much common life. I just love realising that my own life is more interesting than I thought it was for a second ago. Especially when you are at a moment where you think life sucks and it just aint good to you.

Special event in my very boring life, sorry Kevin Smith not only you have a boring ass life. I won 50 crowns (about 6 dollars or 3 pounds) this weekend, which some would see as being lucky. But there is a catch, there is always a catch. If you are lucky in one part of your life then you sure as hell will be less lucky in another part. According to something someone once said either you are lucky in love or games. Well I just got lucky at a game, sort of, and realise that probably I'll be single for the rest of my life. What is even more horrible is that my friends are tied up in their relationships. Oh come on, haven't you ever thought about things like this?
Listen, I am not in any way feeling sorry for myself. I'm just doing a little bitter dance by myself over here in the corner. Geez my post really went to hell with itself.
What I meant to say in the beginning of all of this was that really...I am fine with all of this singlehood. But there should be a singles club somewhere to pick us up and let us win some money together.
I am definetly getting myself a similar kind of place like Bo and Lasse has, including an army tent and the water pipes. There I'll be drinking red wine and smoking til my voice sonds like Leonard Cohen.

Current song: Hurt sung by Johnny Cash
Current film: Lost in Translation

First note

Really, I am in desperate need of a life.

Current song Johnny Cash "The Man Comes Around".
Current film Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back.