Sixteenth note: Miss Average Jane (if you may)

One day I find a girl called ms. Average Jane.
I did not know that she would probably trigger thoughts, wishes and ideas in me the way she does. Whatever I write, gets her to top me and write something even more triggering.
I don't feel like she is making me all mixed and confused like some people do. Or not in the classic sense of being confused. I could actually picture having a conversation with her, kiss her and then be serious again. Yes, I know. Kisses are serious, but they aren't intelligent in the way a conversation is. Catch my drift?

I have even suggested that if she needs a nude model ffor her art then I'll take of my clothes. Why the hell I want her to suffer by the sight of me naked I don't know.

What I do know is that I want to see her.

Current film: the ones that aren't made by me.
Current song: the soundtrack to them.
Current feeling: tired, slightly horny and calm.

Fifteenth note: I was dreaming last night..

I was laying there in bed, dreaming an absolutely wonderful dream. I was dreaming about me and two other women. Both of them were trying to get me to have sex with them. One older that scared me incredibly much. Also a younger, very sweet woman. I was so afraid to cum since I did not want to wake an of my family members up. In the dream...

Of course someone calls and wakes me up at 2:57 am. I hear his voice, how he seems to be crying. How he seems to actually be loving me. I hang up on him...I can't take it anymore.

When I fall asleep I dream of him. But he is fat, scary, wears a blue and black motorcycle leather outfit. When I wake up in the morning I just want to know what is going on. II don't like those dreams.

Current film: Bound
Current song: Madonna's Where Life Begins
Current mood: confused