Seventh note

Seriously, I've let myself down.
I have debts, I am not following the gut instinct, I am neglecting my health and I always find excuses to not make the things I would benefit from doing. Like when I get an idea I don't follow through with it because I am forgetful/neglectful/bit too lazy/tad bit ill.

What truly bothers me is that I know that if I would do each and every thing that I want to do, I would have also cleared myself from things I need to do. Yet I don't do them. I am locked down by my own disablity of acting. I am laying here in bed at night...thinking about what strategy I am supposed to make. I am going to use you for help.

What way...?

Next time I publish here I have written a list of things I want to do with my life and then I'll have to check in with you and show results. I told you, this is about Me, Myself and I. So deal with it. Take care..

Current song Isaac by Madonna
Current film Tillsammans by Lukas Moodyson