Fifth note

Alright, I woke up last Saturday at nine a.m. But I snooze and sleep until somewhere around eleven a.m. Ultimately I don't get out of bed til sometime past noon, with a slight headache because of the total ignoration i show my hunger. When I get up I eat a breakfast that doesn't do much for either the past hunger or the ache I feel pounding my head. Anyway, I somewhere in all of it decide to vacuum the house and make things feel presentable. When I've done the dishes I sit down and write a small dialogue based story about dishes, bacteria and pee. It would really do well as a short play. This inspires me to take atleast one moment out of the day to write those kind of stories. I get on with things in the house and also I make dinner for the night, nachos with some salsa and other small goodies. I eat it while I watch Monarch of the Glen with my parents. It takes my father thirty minutes to get the task to collect my sister out in Årsunda after that. Which pushes the start of a film I had planned to see a whole hour since I join him as company. When I get back my mother and I warch the film, Jersey Girl, and I love it all over again. I go to bed with my iBook and download a some Denis Leary.

Morning after I get woken half an hour before we have got to be at my uncle's house for his birthday. At ten a.m. in the morning. We go there, me, my sister and our parents. Have some cake, do some conversation and smile. The usual things.
I walk home, about a ten minute walk, then I do some housework. Food, dishes...you know. In a break I write a little on the puter. But not much and not grand.
After I've done a second round of food, when I cook I get disturbed by a door salesman that also tries to ask me out, and the family has eaten I get a call from a friend asking if I want to meet up when she arrives at the train station. I get up, switch my gear and leave. When I see her we stop for a quick hug and a few words. A guy walks up to us asking where the hostel is. None of us know so after a few words we find out he is going to start school here tomorrow, the same class as my friend is going to start tomorrow. After a short chit chat, Eva offers him to stay at her house. She lives there with her parents, but they are the kind of parents that are OK about those things. We go home to her place and just talk, there are much in common. Film, music, design. When I've been home for a quicke getting a film to see and return it takes only minutes for Eva's parents to get home. Introductions are made and they make some tea and sandwiches. After we've had that Eva, me and Martin (that is the guys name) return to watching the film. We are watching Dogma. As soon as the film is over I get myself home as it is well after midninght. A seemingly eventless weekend is now really an adventure to begin.
When in bed with my laptop I check some messages and surf for a quicke. Trying to pick the bedtime playlist that I'll play when sleeping. Either it is the country one or Denis Leary's Lock N'Load.

Current film....oh really anything by Kevin Smith.
Current song Guilty By Association by Joe Henry and Madonna or Hurt sung by Johnny Cash
Current thing I actually got work for a week. Wow.

Fourth Note

Waking up in the morning, but snoozing over and over til I only have little less than an hour to get ready before I go to the Job Center. I was supposed to have answered a few questions in this questionnaire about my current situation as unemployed and my plan to get out of it, but I simply hadn't. When I get to the meeting I get to know it wasn't that necessary, just as long as I have a plan in my head that they can write into their puters. I leave after about an hour going to the library returning four books and a cd. After that I join my friend Ulrika and two of her work mates to lunch. I eat a burger and some fries, while acting slightly silly with Mirhad one of the work mates. After lunch I go home, and after a while Eva a friend of mine asks me if I want to join her to Valbo, a place which can be hell on earth, to buy clothes which she is going to wear that night when she's going out. While she is trying out clothes I see myself in a mirror and realise that I have a beautiful face and really, I need to excersize. I need to get in shape. Ultimately making a decision that from now on I've got to live healthier. When Eva has found herself a pair of jeans, a bra and other few make up things we get back home. I watch her getting ready to go out, then I go home.
Anyway, when I get home I basically do nothing but argue with my parents, eat and watch TV. Nurse Betty with Renee Zellwegger is on. It is OK, a three out of six. I get a tad bit nervous when I sit there doing nothing so I go upstairs and get my puter out because I feel the need to do something. I check messages and read Kevin Smith's blog. I get that tingle that you get when inspiration is upon you. Kevin is a man in the middle of the glitz so many want, but with his feet steady on the ground. I consider going upstairs to watch Jersey Girl or Chasing Amy on DVD and fall asleep. Everything just kind of sucks. I so want to start doing something of myself, want to become something. Monday will be great, I'll work then.

Current song Alan Jackson & Jimmy Buffet "It's Five O'Clock Somewhere"
Current film Jersey Girl
Current wish...to learn how to use my talent and wish to write.